Clear Up
Never mind what triggered this post but...
Well, I've been wanting to explain certain things to all of you, but I never really got a chance to, and I never really felt like it either, and I was kind of hoping things would all blow over. But I really feel that I must say something about it.
As you all may know, or may not know, it's been a year since my break-up. And yeah, things have been going fine. Ok please don't get the wrong idea okay? Please read on, please do, before coming to any conclusion.
Now, what I want to say is that... well, Jocelyn's feeling uneasy everytime she sees you guys, and I really think it's because of me and how I'm related to all of you. And no! I'm not saying you guys are looking at her in a bad kind of way or anything - you guys are great, and you guys understand and you guys would never look at her like that.
But I do think I should've said something at least, or stood up for her or something. And seeing that up till now she is still feeling uneasy while seeing you guys...
I just want to say, yeah, it wasn't her fault. It really wasn't. If anything it was just my fault.
I should've said this a long time ago - that would've made her feel less miserable being around some Medicine people. Not that saying it now undoes the harm.
And I know bygones are bygones - but well, I should've said all of these long ago. I mean, it didn't feel good to me when people told me that people were viewing her in a bad light or something.
Okay, I don't know how true this is or anything, but yup, would like to just clear things up a little bit.
Don't angry ah? I don't mean to say you guys are mean or anything. Just want to defend my friend. Because I think I should've just let it all out a year ago.
And yeah, no need to go telling everyone this as well, and yeah. I know you guys understand.
Take care guys, haven't been seeing you guys much, and I doubt I'll be seeing you guys much in the future too, with medical students being so busy.
From your silly classmate,
Yong Kiat
