...arent as great as i thought they would be... now that i dont have to study anymore, a HUGE void has been left in my life...ive forgotten what its like to have so much free time! Even watching tv for hours on end has lost its appeal...what has medicine done to me! I try playing some online games and i get bored after a short while, i pick up a book and find myself falling asleep (its not just phantastes nick), i try thinking abt life....okay not really, thats just too much for me to handle...but yeah u get the idea....im sad...
Then i think abt all the things i should be doing to fill up my time and they arent much better than what i normally do. Like shopping for clothes for clinics....urgh....what a chore... i feel like just choosing 3 shirts and buying 3 of each.... i find no joy in shopping whatsoever but unfortunately its a necessary evil.... asking my mum to buy shirts for me doesnt seem to be working out since the size usually ends up wrong...tshirts r so much easier...bah....i guess i should tailor make but im too lazy to go to a tailor.. if theres anything worse than shirts its pants.... and theres shoes to worry abt too... i know theres a need to look professional but i just hate playing dress-up.... 3rd yr isnt looking so fun anymore....
